SEED QUESTIONS FOR REFLECTION: What does the question of being mean to you? Can you share a personal story of bringing forth what was within you? How do we distinguish between conditioned thinking and what is truly within us?
last year s.o read me tarot and kept saying I had all the best possibilities if only i trusted my self. so i began to plan how to become succesfull, accepted, make money etc Suddenly i asked myself what does it really mean to trust myself and i realized that the only self that could be trusted goes far deeper than the me that runs for outward things. I feel quiet now, I see my mind can detect all thought as being a thing outside not to be followed. I also sense that i have a desire to let go, that would be to trust myself. Something like to be in being. I don't know how i came to this so i don't know if there is really a lettin go or i am taken by an inner force?
Please help me understand this passage better. For example: "Your life hangs precariously in the balance, teetering between a state of unconscious sleepwalking and eyes-wide-open spiritual enlightenment." I believe i am on a journey from somewhat darker to somewhat brighter. I don't understand this teetering nor hanging precariously.
I also believe that this journey may not be all stillness, it might also be in doing, in constant motion (not agitation, but deliberate, slow action) - one step, one prayer at at time.
And i am not sure of: "awaken to being or sleep an endless sleep." I accept my 'being' and am happy to awaken. But this life has also some meaning and is part of the awakening. To me, it might not be an endless sleep or a full awakening, but somewhere in the middle. It is a mystery and most likely will remain a mystery after all.
Is there a reason that the audio does not match the text provided ? The first two paragraphs (above) were not included in the audio presentation of the text.
I wanted to comment on the art/picture here. I love the various patches depicting life's "patchwork" accumulated over time and the question of "who's under there?" Love this.
Being means awareness that I am. Just that. I am. I allow myself to happen, just as I am. When I start to think about what is conditioned thinking and what is truly me, I am already moving away from simply being. The conditioned me is also just meant to be, just as it is. Accept it and just be.
When I felt my value as nothingness when I was small boy I lost contact with my being from within. I thought I had holes in soul. I looked at my body to see if I had holes in my soul. My value being nothingness grew into feeling powerless, overwhelmed and hopeless. This created overheated mental associations, as my mind became filled with terror. By gradually releasing my fears from within, forty years, I have now just begun to touch faith from within. I have noticed this real faith from within has nothing to do with beliefs, as it is more the recognition of the actual support of presence and Being right now. This faith is an unshakable confidence and allows the moment to emerge without doubts or beliefs. I notice this faith is stillness and being.
This faith as being (Presence) feels like just a place to begin. It is like I will begin over and over and over as being. The hard part for me is this beginning does not allow my ego to accomplishing something. It takes me back to having this sensation I have holes in my soul and my human nature abhors this vacuum. It feels like a death walk, nonidentification with my ego, and faith within says there can be no clinging to the endless activity of my mind as a source of identity. So if being is a place to begin and faith is real than stillness is the essence of Being.
This is not totally clear to me as I have just begun. The best I can tell being is a clear, quiet mind, knowing and recognizing the unity of Being. The hard part is I do not know, only just faith is the beginning of being with Being.
Love: Residing and resonating within. Beyond imagination, beyond view, yet closer than anything I have ever known, is this. The light within us, is. It is the peaceful way. It is the peaceful knowing of perfect love, perfect truth, and the eternal embrace of life and being.
Being to me means being aware of my soul and how it's connected to universal conscience. It's detaching myself from ego, emotions, desires, wants and enjoying the every moment.
There is an immense potential in each of us, multitudes of possibilities in each one of us. To pretend we are less than what we are is really a sin. As they say each one us are guilty of 'all the good we did not do'.
The author emphasizes that being is what is most important and offers an abundance of criticism of us for avoiding and denying being -- I wish he had said more about being and embracing being. I think my being is my soul. Being expresses and differentiates into all beings, animate and inanimate. My being is my little piece of Being. It is my essence. And it is for me to listen to, acknowledge, value, accept, know, express my being. As is said, what good does it do to gain the whole world and lose one's being or soul. For me the process starts with being still and listening to my inner being. What is truly within us is deeper than conditioned thinking. I think I'm being faithful to my inner being when my inner being/voice/truth is more important to me than what others or society says is right or wrong. Sometimes I realize that I have fooled myself when I realize that I was listening to conditioned thinking -- sometimes it's hard to know what I'm listening to. I hope I listen more closely the next time. Practice helps.[Hide Full Comment]
timely. Here's the blog post I shared on the 17th Every Light Has a Shadow; The Bravery of Acceptance. Indeed when we bring forth and accept all that is within us it frees us and often helps others. Being all of who we are feels more "real" to others around us too and allows them to be who they are. http://storytellerkp.com/every-light-shadow-bravery-acceptance/ I hope the post helps you to be all of who you are too. HUG from my heart to yours. Kristin
This insightful writing rings bell in my mind. I hear the clear sound when I am still. I call it my being zone, the here and now consciousness. It has been very helpful to me to be mindful of my ego created and ego sustained world of illusion. When I go through the cycle of self -created suffering, I give myself space to move into the being zone. I let the thoughts, feelings and emotions be processed mindfully and get connected with the presence of my being. The most precious gift I can to my self is this presence of being. This process helps me to make wise and wholesome choices and bring peace and deep sense of contentment. It is an ongoing journey that requires me to remain awakened and not go back to sleep. I slip and compassionately acknowledge and accept my slip or nap taking. My mistakes have been a wake up call for me to return to the being zone. I feel like I am coming home.
When I was young I used to listen to a song of awakening. It is in Hindi, an Indian language. It was a call of awakening. The poet sang: O the traveler. The night has gone away, The dawn has arrived. How long will you remain asleep? Wake up.The one who wakes up gains everything, the one who keeps on sleeping loses everything. I enjoyed singing that song everyday like a mantra. When I would take a step leading me to the dark zone, this mantra helps me to wake up. That mantra came to my heart as I was reading this very insightful writing.
This writing also reminded me of the dilemma that Duryodhana, one of the main characters in Indian epic Mahabarat. He says: I know what is the right thing to do but I don't do it. I know what is the wrong thing to do but I do not refrain from it. This prince represents the dark zone we all go through and get stuck with it. Knowing by itself is not enough. Applying it , practicing it even in small measures is the way to ending our suffering. For me , it is an ongoing process. At times the open, vast and clear sky of being gets clouded by me and when I mindfully go though it, the clouds clear up and there I am in the clear light of my being. What a blessing! It is a wonderful life.
I am grateful to Adishanti for reminding me to stay the course of awakening and receiving gifts and blessings from the flow of life, from my own being
Jagdish P Dave
When I am open and awareI can more easily distinguish between condition thinking and what is truly within me. I think I am so unconscious so often that it is difficult for me to know. As far as I can see, all I can be said about being is: "being is." It is an incomprehensible mystery as is the universe. As Lao Tzu implied, being is the way. He also said: "the way that can be said is not the way." The 1st time I sat to meditate, during my late 50s, tears came to my eyes. That to me was bringing forth well was within me. The question of being fascinates me but I cannot say what it is. Nor can I say what experiences yet I can more or less describe a particular experience and distinguish it from another particular experience. as I can say some different words about one being and another being. When all beings are part of one being. It is more difficult to speak about.I think questioning being and attempting to use the words surrounding it, are fine if it leads us to be more kind and compassionate to everyone and everything. Thanks for the opportunity to respond. Warm and kind regards to everyone.[Hide Full Comment]