Well, in addition to enjoying and celebrating my moment-to-moment sensory experience, two seemingly contrasting events come to mind: I adore guiding someone in applying mindful awareness in a practical way to their sensory experience that inspires and excites them to the possibilities in their lives. When they have an "ah-ha!" I feel such delight! And alive to my purpose!And when I am in total solitude in nature, I feel so alive, present and grateful as I also seem to merge with and disappear into the nature around me. This is a mystical ceremony that I've been practicing for decades: camping in nature in solitude for 1-3 weeks at a time. This restores me at a deepest level and I come alive in a most grounded way.So one is a kind of aliveness within myself and with the natural world that celebrates Being (that restores me) and the other is in a blessed interaction with others that celebrates Purpose (that inspires me.)
The first happened at a drama workshop during an exercise, which was presented as a caring ceremony, where each actor "takes their scene partner to death." It was designed to help actors address what may come up emotionally when "killing someone" or "being killed" on stage.When I "died" well, let's just say I went for it. And I "came back" with a new perception of self and world that included a sense of a larger consciousness (which included oneness and compassion) & also a very-much-heightened clarity of sensory experience. I had no context for any of this and spent the next 2 years in virtual solitude attempting to integrate that experience.Years later, I met Shinzen Young, whose teachings ended up shaping the direction of the rest of my life. I instantly recognized his brilliance and the value of what he was teaching for it's depth and practical application and almost immediately began teaching it as I felt doing so would be a contribution to the planet.
Well, there are just so many and this exercise of looking back is sure a great gratitude practice, I gotta say. But as I look back on the acts of kindness that stay with me, almost every single one was when a master teacher I admired, respected, and appreciated, generously gave me their time for no cost just to help me learn, grow, and gain valuable skills. This was almost always in private sessions that often ended up getting extended into marathon sessions of many hours as we both so passionately exchanged questions, answers and tried exercises. I am blessed to have experienced this with 3 master acting teachers, 3 superb Alexander technique teachers, 2-3 Linklater voice teachers, a Body-Mind Centering practitioner, an extraordinary music teacher, and 2 master meditation teachers all of whom seemed to be inspired by my enthusiasm and their own commitment to - and love of - teaching what they knew. (And I must say here that the extraordinary amount of time, energy and love that Shinzen has given me over 2 decades by far supersedes the time with other teachers, but the theme of skillfully and generously sharing/exchanging knowledge & experience was beautifully present in all these cases.)I now realize how much these acts of kindness would ultimately affect my life yes, as an embodied human being but especially as a teacher. I am the teacher I am today because of this beautiful generosity. And with this, I send a deep bow of gratitude to all teachers everywhere.
You mean other than living in the wild with animals? :~). Well, I guess I would enjoy traveling various parts of the world and experiencing how different cultures & traditions support & explore spiritual experience and growth and, if it happens organically, sharing what I know.
What can you let go of - or explore - in this moment to be more present with more ease & enjoyment?