Totally agree with the insights but I admit I discovered them from the likes of Jeddah Mali and E Tolle. I too can relate to the trust thing. It's like you're driving them decide to take your hands off the steering wheel and pedals and hope you don't crash. At first the thought of letting my ego go was terrifying as you think will I forget who I am, will I not care about freinds and family, myself anymore? But the opposite is true you realize how limited we all are in just acting out conditioned habitual roles. I wasn't thinking. I was a robot. I can let things go quickly now even though I occasionally lapse but it's all. Good.