These reflections are helping me clarify my life. Whenever I read these reflections I get an answer to the question I was working on.
Just an hour before I was questioning myself positively, "What should I do next?" Is living without an outward goal okay? Is trying living in the present a good thing to do, pursuable goal? And here comes your mail and solves the conundrum.
I am completely assured that living life from moment to moment is what I am good at. And I am completely okay with it. I do not want to specialise in anything else.