I had a experience where for 13 months I was full of joy and laughter. I rented a apartment near the university and lived with a good friend. Everything was great from women to business, I had a pool table and great parties,lol people just loved us. After some months my friend had to return to his foreign country to finish his school. Then got new roommates, it was good at first but with time it was a downward spiral. I had the best intentions but it seem like were'nt. I HAD TO return home with my parents. Any thoughts of how to return to what I was and the reason for being great?