Aloha- I had a significant segment of my life where I saw myself in the grip of time. I was neurotically always early and then always running to something else so I did not give myself the opportunity to experience a relaxed relationship to anything, anybody and most significantly not with my self.
My life was not working and after quite a few wonderful teachings, mostly nature experiences like vision quests, silent retreats, Mens initiations , and some traumatic dissolutions of relationships both personal and business, I changed my experience of time.
Now, I listen and am comfortable waiting and find that there are daily magical mysterious joys and deep connections.
On Aug 16, 2025 Stream wrote :