Todays reading was shocking to me, because I was faced with the fact that I have not completely forgiven the father of my children’s unfaithfulness. It ended in divorce. It happened when I was 50 and I am 89. I admire the woman I have become, and I wish him well. I forgave the first time, but learning it had continue with others was devastating. However the week before our court date I asked for us to work things out. He said No. He had two women who were waiting for him. I have forgiven myself, but the memories of this still make me sad.