We have many names for God, however it did not enlighten most of society to realize God within... Having many words for love does not induce that emotion in generous levels within us. Emotional healing of our unconscious mind wounds created from the past needs to be healed in order for us to receive unconditional love for self and give it to others. We are all a work in progress at this, I believe.
When I have shouted in anger in the past, it was hiding my deep sadness at disappointments in life, losses I experienced, fear due to money, health or relationship and most of all - forgetting God hears me. Forgetting I come here with nothing and leave with nothing, and I dont own anyone or anything other than myself.
Once I realized change teaches me flexibility, tenacity and courage - I could relax more.
Once I realized when I lose something, I make room for more love as the fearful attachment leaves me, I rest more.
Once I realized my self worth does not come from another person agreeing with me or loving me, I relax more.
Now I am able to give more love and give more love and do my emotional healing work on myself for my own progression. Somehow, things fall into place so beautifully even if I don't have much money or sometimes much health. Love is always there. The right people find me - because I found myself through contemplating and feeling my anger.
It has been a work in progress - still is until the day of ascension.
Living from the heart really reaches depth when I have emotionally healed from past life wounds, and shadows. The virtues increase. Until then living in the heart is just a concept.and the heart center is not fully open.
Once the heart center is open, it has the power to stop accidents on the road by your command.
Once I come to this state, and continue working on myself to face shadows that need releasing, I can live from the heart. When someone hurts me I stand up fearlessly without anger. This means standing up to Corporate Vice Presidents and Managers who are abusing their power, lovingly and fearlessly,, without the fear of being fired stopping us.
Living in the heart means, I feel the sadness about what did not work in my life. I feel the sadness for the loss caused by my shadows. I feel sadness for the poverty and the corruption and I can cry. It also means I need to open my heart more to KNOW in by being that God is in charge and everyone is allowed their creation of drama and loss.
It means I accept what is happening in my life, and the world and know I can manifest from my open heart quickly and I can change my reality in partnership with the Supreme Creator.
Very insightful to not get trapped into believing astrology is the final answer- that would simply wipe out the possibility of us making change every moment through the power of our contemplation and releasing of past limited patterns. I have gotten sucked into astrology and have held on to dates when my Saturn return will end, now I realize this has been very limiting. My unconscious mind has bought into the possibility of my life being the way the astrologer predicted, to some degree. What a limiting life it would be if all our lives unfolded in a cookie cutter model as predicted by our astrology, even the most skilled one.
I have stopped viewing astrology as a means to have hope. I have started consciously visualizing and manifesting what I want daily and I am positive this works. I set the intention I no longer need to be tied into the past limited experiences in my life and and that of others. I can now let go my beliefs to create a brilliant reality that has not been thought of before, or said in my horoscope.