When I have shouted in anger in the past, it was hiding my deep sadness at disappointments in life, losses I experienced, fear due to money, health or relationship and most of all - forgetting God hears me. Forgetting I come here with nothing and leave with nothing, and I dont own anyone or anything other than myself.
Once I realized change teaches me flexibility, tenacity and courage - I could relax more.
Once I realized when I lose something, I make room for more love as the fearful attachment leaves me, I rest more.
Once I realized my self worth does not come from another person agreeing with me or loving me, I relax more.
Now I am able to give more love and give more love and do my emotional healing work on myself for my own progression. Somehow, things fall into place so beautifully even if I don't have much money or sometimes much health. Love is always there. The right people find me - because I found myself through contemplating and feeling my anger.
It has been a work in progress - still is until the day of ascension.
On Sep 16, 2014 Maya wrote on Ninety Six Words for Love, by Robert Johnson:
We have many names for God, however it did not enlighten most of society to realize God within... Having many words for love does not induce that emotion in generous levels within us. Emotional healing of our unconscious mind wounds created from the past needs to be healed in order for us to receive unconditional love for self and give it to others. We are all a work in progress at this, I believe.