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Gate less gate is the change of dimension that happens. A few years ago one afternoon sitting on my patio I asked a question to a tree in our backyard. And lo it gave me a precise answer. After that I developed a friendship with my tree where I created a tree circle and had friends over and helped them get answers to their most pressing questions by the tree. It was absolutely a deep connection. Being in awareness.

Earlier it used to be through certain truths I had learnt in childhood. Like” everything happens for a reason” “ this too shall not last forever” etc. Today I hold the pole of the truth of me and alcamise any charge that arises. I went on an Ayurvedic detox for 18 days and there were days I was tempted to be distracted from the diet . I started in awareness of that, tuned into me and then the feelings went away or got alcamised. By not taking either of them personally. By stepping back.

It helps me to look at the past as having its own divine purpose and getting unstuck from it and moving on. Every interaction I have had feels like it watered something in the other and in myself to create a blooming garden of deep relationships. My approach to life and interactions is an openness and a trust that each encounter is divine.

Full effort that came from the non ego dimension! That full effort is full victory. Because that dimension is Oneness , taking everyone and everything into account. It is the divine intelligence dimension. The dimension of the greater good. Of benovalence!

Looking at money like water is hard for me to swallow. It feels to me that water flowing is a usually down the drain and that is what comes to my mind as I feel into this. I have seen over and over that when I’m desiring to go for a personal growth thing like a trip or a course or have a mentor , the flow of money just comes rushing so that I easily say yes to it. There is some alignment between flow and personal growth. Ease; when things are aligned there is an ease in spending or an ease is saying no. I go by that felt sense within me.

Yes I relate that relationships are here to make us conscious. After 25 years of marriage and taking responsibility of your state , one comes to this profound conclusion. I have been one to feel “ valuable” only when I caretake. And this childhood trauma carried into my marriage. After 24 years, I awake to this and inspite of being aware, I would still act like my husbands mother and preemptively do things for him. I would notice it and get mad at myself. Very recently I have accepted that old habits take a while to change and gave myself grace. Somehow my husband has got it and catches himself waiting for my help and takes charge himself. Priming myself in the morning with meditation has been the best practice to set the tone for compassion, grace , acknowledgement and understanding for myself.

Very well explained. The generative listening is operational as long as I’m in active awareness. Then it often takes over my speaking and my actions. So much so that my mind also does not know where I’m going. This has come to me after over clearing my body of stored trauma. One day suddenly it took over me. Being in awareness is what keeps me in generative listening.