Is It Really Worth It?

I think Krishnamurti wants you to STOP intellectualizing things, let it all go out the window and observe what IS while being detached emotionally and judgment free. Reason can help create the frame of reality you exist in like the frame where I know that I am more than my body, I know that emotions are like clouds passing by and the sky is (the I AM) which IS and remains always the same and so on. David Bohm's (the physicist) conversations with Krishnamurti are a great read. The right actions comes from reconciling the two poles, yes & no while intention and attention are focused on being present. I do not believe that such a pursuit allows for anything but, deeper-self work. Everything one does has to be at the service of knowing and serving the deeper self. Learning from the friction struggles bring between inner world and outter must become why one wakes up in the morning, why one breaths, why one is engaging, why one is learning to become meek and accept things as they are, and know that without friction there is no growth and that effort is always required and worth it why? because the deeper self is and is why all that exist exists because the deeper-self must know-itself. The idea is that the ego does not want to die and it is good at becoming spiritual also, that is the reason it is said that one connot want to do this work to gain something, or out of a fear of something undesirable. We love God because of her love not fear of hell or desire of heaven which ever way these two resonate. In truth there is no division and only LOVE IS. We LOVE God because we thrive in her LOVE, love is the intention and when things don't go your way, you stick with love because all else is the veil. Practice projecting Godhood on everyone you meet and think about, and explore what that means as a Reality and act accordingly. Seek meekness, harmony, love ad when it doesn't feel like Love, stop and recalibrate. You are the son, daughter, and beloved of the king of kings all loving and all embracing God who can not wait for you to be home and home is within. That is where I found the strength to survive and thrive through substance abuse, homelessness, full blown AIDS, seizures in public, in a foreign land (all at the same time), my only family and friends, the only one in my corner, is my beloved GOD. Always chose Unconditional LOVE. Love never asks what is in it for me, that is always the ego. "Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It does not dishonor others, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.Love never fails. But where there are prophecies, they will cease; where there are tongues, they will be stilled; where there is knowledge, it will pass away." Best of luck, we are all in this together.