I myself have been a rebel most of my life for a good cause trying to defy those who hurt and play on the vulnerable no matter what title they have or what connection to me whether that be acquaintance, adversary/enemy or even family for which I am a black sheep to my family and an outsider, though due to my traumatic life(forced into submission thus conforming in bad way) I was forced on medication then that slowed my mind, held my trauma and thus made into a bit of conformist of being fearful at times, nowadays since being off medication(not by choice at first), I got better intelligence and set aside some traumas in somewhat repressed memories thus I have full courage like never before and feel ready to rebel against big fish for such violations and injustices imposed on myself and those more vulnerable. I hope and pray that my cause to rebel will be a good or rather benevolent and Just cause.
On Oct 21, 2025 Ray wrote :