Don't Leave Me Raw

I agree that we are chickpea, the fire, and the mystic chef. My view is that we are all, and the challenge is to accept and live that. I'm not fully cooked. Some of me is fully cooked, and some of me isn't. I've held back from allowing fully cooked. I think to be fully cooked is to not be in this world, and I've done what I have thought is necessary to still function in the world. I feel in the world but not of it. I think I don't want to be totally in or out, and I find some middle area that seems right for me, but I may be fooling myself and cowardly in doing that. Distinguishing between what softens me and what hardens me seems easy and obvious. When I harden I'm into defending and fighting, and when I soften I'm into being open and working together. It's up to me which way I go. I more often soften, but sometimes I harden.

Hello.. I was , lets call it guided, to this site in 2020 when the covid crap started. I have been searching for years to find a way to live "outside of this Dream/Illusion" or as this story goes to become fully cooked.. all of our answers are "with in us" not out there.. Frank Wanderer and Ervin Kery. are the two self publishing authors ..and have different pen names.. Rebal Budha is the latest book.. and I highly recommend it. if you google consciousness-books dot com also on amazon this is Frank's frankmwanderer. dot com the books can be down loaded to kindle or PDF and to have in hand there is saying: Learn from the mistakes /lessons of others because you do not live long enough to learn them on your own that is what they have done they have had their experienced the "head blowing off" sort of speak.. and have searched for years...all their wisdom is being shared. on how to live in the Present/Now as that is all there is.. I personally can say.. it truly has helped me. I am calmer, take things as they come.. and control the ego no more stupid thoughts, learn to be the observer. I just wanted to share that with you.. and if you feel do check out the books they are all there to help us in our awakening... sending PEACE & LOVE VerA