Featured Speaker

Ekiwah Adler-Belendez

Poems Are Tamales for the Soul

As all real poetry is, his poems exist beyond the empirical, the rational, the obedient, the quiet or, even worse, the quieted. He brims with exuberance…To speak of him, his spirit and his work, is a gift in itself. - Mary Oliver from the Preface to Ekiwah’s book, “The Coyote’s Trace.”

For Ekiwah Adler Beléndez, poetry is a light passed from hand to hand in the dark. A form of nourishment for the soul. Born in the Mexican mountain village of Amatlán, where he still lives today, surrounded by moss and stone, Ekiwah, whose name means "Warrior," in Purépucha, came into the world ten weeks early, fighting for breath. He was born with cerebral palsy. At three, Ekiwah often heard the mountains of his hometown speaking to him, and he answered. He didn't think of this as poetry, but his mother, a homeopathic doctor and remarkable human being in her own right, would scribble his words down. At twelve years old, Ekiwah astonished the literary world in Mexico by publishing his first poetry collection, Soy (I Am). His second and third volumes of poetry were published when he was thirteen and sixteen respectively. 

When Ekiwah says that poetry and generosity saved his life, he means it metaphorically, and literally. As a teenager, he was diagnosed with an acute and potentially life-threatening form of scoliosis. The expensive surgery he urgently needed was beyond what the family could afford. When Dr. Nuzzo , a pediatric orthopedic surgeon in the United States was contacted for further advice, Ekiwah's mother had the inspiration to include her son's poetry books, along with his x-rays. As fate would have it, Dr. Nuzzo was a poet himself and Ekiwah's gifts compelled him to act. He raised the necessary funds and secured the additional medical support needed. Ekiwah flew into New York for the ten-hour surgery. He remembers talking poetry with the team of doctors right until the moment of going under. 

Today, Ekiwah moves through the world in a wheelchair he once called his, “steel-tempered mistress.”  Poetry is his ultimate vehicle. “I cannot walk by myself, yet in my poems I not only walk, but give myself license to have eight legs and experience movement.” For him, disability is not a battle to be won but “a long and complicated love story,” to be lived, with all the patience, intimacy, and vulnerability that love requires. And, “Every great love story,” says Ekiwah, “deserves to be told.” His work reminds us that a staircase can become a ramp when we choose to walk together with listening hearts.

In a society where seven out of ten people with disabilities remain unemployed, he aspires to bring forward the voices of those who too often go unheard. Again and again he has witnessed how poetry becomes a key to freedom. He has seen young men in Mexico City prisons rise before guards and peers sharing trembling verses, breaking silence with lines that glimmer like moonlight slipping through bars. For him, sharing poetry in diverse contexts, is emblematic of our innermost sense of freedom. His readings in prisons, hospitals, rehabilitation centers and beyond, often lead to conversations around creativity, the sensory wisdom of nature, the taboos that people with disabilities face in inhabiting their sexuality openly, and what it means to foster a truly inclusive world. 

Equally at ease writing in Spanish and English, he does not privilege one language over the other. No matter the tongue he’s writing in, to Ekiwah, both the writing process and impulse, "continue to be an incredible mystery to me. And it’s because it’s a mystery that I keep going back to it. Writing is this elixir of mystery and silence.” His books — Palabras Inagotables, Weaver, The Coyote’s Trace (with a prologue by Mary Oliver), and Love on Wheels — chart a path of devotion to attention. Mary Oliver once offered him a gift of guidance: “Ekiwah, remember, behind every woman and every man there is a source of sadness.” Those words, casually shared in conversation, have remained with him. In his approach, living itself is the poem, the one that all other poems point toward.

Ekiwah's work has been honored with cultural grants, featured on Dateline NBC, and recognized with the George Garrett Award for Distinguished Teaching in Literature. Yet he's equally defined by simpler pleasures: he calls himself 'half Mexican, half Gringo,' delights in semi-sweet chocolate, peaches, oxygen, and sunbathing. He treasures friendship as a language, takes joy in embodying poems with audiences, and above all, loves being Lucio’s proud father.

“To be a poet,” Ekiwah says, “is like being a tamale vendor.” In his basket are heaped tamales, sweet, salty, spicy, and ones with bitter leaves. Everyone can find what they need.

Join Pavi Mehta and Haleh Gafori in conversation with Ekiwah Adler Beléndez — poet, teacher, father, translator, and tamalero of the soul — who invites us to taste life as the poem we are already living.

Five Questions with Ekiwah Adler-Belendez

What Makes You Come Alive?

What makes me come alive is reading poetry out loud together. And using it as an excuse for conversations about anything. Anything that starts to vibrate in the room any question that gets stirred or feeling.And when I say sharing poetry together, I mean it in the widest sense, around the fire where there is also song, dance, and storytelling, and people sharing with each other. It can also be one friend sharing a poem to another or even the potent silence that happens while we sit together. I come alive when I spend time with my son Lucio Valentin even though I still enjoy songs for little children which he substitutes for rock bands instead. Watching the mountains of my village sculpted of rock moss and mud make me come alive.

Pivotal Turning Point in Your Life?

When I was 12 my mother forwarded a poem to me by Rumi, translated by Coleman barks. It was a poem playing with the idea of drunkenness. The poem came with a note explaining that for religious Islam, wine is forbidden. So I knew right away it wasn't the literal wine, but the idea of getting drunk on language, drunk on the Beloved, who can be friend, lover, God, human or even a landscape. I've been trying to get drunk on words ever since. Sometimes I achieve more drunkenness and sometimes more sobriety, which for Rumi I suspect it's not that distinct. Now it is a real pleasure to be able to read Haleh Gafori's inspired translations to get closer to the spirit of Rumi. The other pivotal moment I can think of was one at age 16 I was diagnosed with scoliosis. The surgeon that reviewed my case answered my parents saying that if I didn't get operated on in a few days my spinal column could collapse against my lungs and even be deadly. It's important to mention that at the time that was one of the most expensive surgeries which my family could absolutely not afford and doing it more cheaply because of my complicated case would have put me in severe danger. My mother had the good instinct to include some of my poetry, and it turned out the surgeon, Dr Roy NuzZo a poet and multifaceted genius said it was against his principles to let a poet die. He contacted a group of German bankers and raised money for my surgery. His kindness changed my life. Another pivotal moment is of course the birth of my son. It still feels like a miracle. When I was young one of my greatest fears and concernswas that I might never get to experience that. Because somehow being disabled might get in the way. Now there are,thankfully many more articles on disability and sexuality, but when I was growing up those were more sparse and I had questions that could not be answered by intellectual research alone. My poetry teacher and mentor, Fran Quinn asked me what I wanted out of life. I was honest:To have children and to experience a family of my own.And yet in my poems I was so busy trying to imitate Rumi or other mystical poets I admired that I rarely talked about my own body. I didn't want others to label me as a disabled poet. "Isn't your wheelchair a part of you too?" asked my teacher. That whole question launched my new book, "Love on Wheels," and it took 9 years to write. If I have a son today it is in part because of the role that writing those poems played.Taking me to a place of loving accepting my own body. Practically impossible to have a son or a daughter if that, at some level, doesn't happen. I say in part, because of course I don't want to minimize the important contribution of the mother of my son, that dared to face my wheelchair and the challenges it implied. Even though we are no longer together and we go through bumpy rides, I have two people to thank first, for seeing me beyond The mask. My poetry teacher, and the mother of my son.

An Act of Kindness You'll Never Forget?

An act of kindness I'll never forget, is my father who was is a living act of kindness. He said so little, he read so many books and went up into the mountains. But in his actions and quality of presence he spoke volumes. He never subscribed to any particular religion and he didn't even consider himself a traditional believer of God, or meditator ,and yet he knew how to be with silence and with others. I have tired vision, and the fact that he read to me so many books out loud was a way of giving me another body through language. Now that he has passed away we continue to speak as we always have in silence. The whole encounter reminds me of the meditations of one of your platforms where you invite people to come together and sit in silence and then share conversations and food. That's a practice my dad would have liked to participate in. So hearing about it feels like home. The other act of kindness I can think of immediately is my mother, for engaging me in ever interesting conversations around the spirit. I don't know if this is true at an international level and to what extent, but I know in Mexico, the country I grew up and live in, many people with disabilities are ashamed to leave their homes, or more accurately their parents are ashamed to take them outside or they feel they don't have the resources to do so. Or it's just too difficult because of inaccessible streets. So the pattern of a person with disability being stuck in their parents house but wanting to live a life beyond that is pretty common, along with unemployment, and often painfully suppressed sexual desire. So the greatest kindness I know is to have had two parents and a brother who have believed in me enough to give me resources to live my dreams, and to support me in the process. That's a double whammy in my case cuz it takes a lot of faith, not just because I am disabled but because I am a poet, and anybody wanting to make their living as a poet can't do it alone.

One Thing On Your Bucket List?

For my next birthday party I plan to go skydiving.

One-Line Message for the World?

My one liner would be. If you're not disabled now it's just a question of time before you join us and that isn't necessarily a bad thing :)