Turning Ourselves Toward Stability And Hospitality

David Mckee

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Awakin FeatureThe Benedictine-Camaldolese monk, Bruno Barnhart says it very well:  “We humans prefer a manageable complexity to an unmanageable simplicity.”

A complex instability is our typical default setting.  Restless with where and how and who we are, we think we need to be somewhere else, or live some other way, or be someone else.  We dream up all sorts of alternative versions of our lives and of our selves, and pursue them, without paying real attention to where and how and who we actually are.  We expend great effort in trying to get “there,” while what we most need to work at is trying to  get “here”…feeling safe and secure in the simple, unmanageable, groundless depths of our own hearts.

And then there is that complex inhospitality that we so often busy ourselves with.  In our efforts to control our experience, we put up all manner of complicated walls, visible and invisible shields, subtle barriers and defenses, all in the effort  to guard ourselves; to protect ourselves against the unpredictable, ever-changing flow of life, both within and without.   Instead of relaxing and welcoming the ceaseless stream of unexpected opportunities that flows around and through us every moment, we exhaust ourselves in vain efforts to bring the stream under our control; we try to make life predictable, manageable, controllable.  As a contemporary Zen teacher puts it with wonderful concreteness:  we stand in the shower under an open umbrella!

The puzzling thing about all this is that we know it.  We all know that things are never anything other than what they are; that how we wish things to be is not how they are.  We all know that we are never anyone other than who we are.  Also, we all know that our life, our experience, is beyond our control; that rarely do we make good things happen the way we plan, and we almost never are successful in preventing bad things from happening.  The umbrella leaks, no matter what we do.  We pretty much know all of this to be true, but, alas, we forget it.  Carried away by our desires, our fears, our ignorance, we forget these simple truths and press on with our programs for improvement and control.  What would help us remember?  The perennial answer is prayer and good works. Sounds pretty simple and pretty wise to me. I see no reason to depart from an answer that has been voiced for millennia by our Christian ancestors and by the ancestors in all the great world religions.

The answer is, in other words, PRACTICE.  Like a basketball player every day practicing free-throws, or a musician every day practicing scales, over and over, we try to act consciously and mindfully, usually against the grain of our desires and fears.  Returning to this intention, over and over, we gradually, little by little, turn ourselves naturally toward stability and hospitality.  Yes, we inevitably fall asleep in forgetting, but we also eventually wake up to moments of loving awareness of ourselves and others.  Our humility (another key Benedictine value) is in accepting this reality and continuing, however imperfectly.  When they were asked what they did all day out there in the desert, the desert fathers and mothers used to say:  Well, we fall down and get up…we fall down and get up. In the end, there is nothing special about it. 

Excerpt from benedictinewomen.org.

Seed questions for reflection: What does turning ourselves naturally toward stability and hospitality mean to you? Can you share a personal story of a time you were able to relax and welcome the ceaseless stream of unexpected opportunities around and through you? What helps you practice acting consciously and mindfully?

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    On Apr 16, 2020 Manoj Gautam wrote:
    Thanks for a wonderful piece of prose almost feeling like a poem ..
    The journey is the reward - this is what probably , as per my understanding encompasses the essence of my reflection.

    For last so many weeks , probably hundereds of them , I have been telling myself , we are living in the best times of mankind , in the best place befitting a mankind ...
    Thankfully , today too , I continue to say this to myself and the world outside ...

    Thanks to the Service space ...



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    On Apr 14, 2020 Patricia wrote:
    Thank you❤️

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    On Apr 10, 2020 David Doane wrote:
    After citing Barnhart's profound statement that "We humans prefer a manageable complexity to an unmanageable simplicity," David McKee seems to say what we humans really go after is complex instability that turns out to also be unmanageable rather than go after unmanageable simplicity. He seems to emphasize that trying to control our experience ruins our living, and I definitely agree with that. There is a stability and instability, hospitality and inhospitality, in nature and in us, see it or not, that we can turn toward and accept, and our trying to control nature and life creates greater instability and inhospitality. I often relax and welcome the ceaseless stream of unexpected opportunities. My long time mantra has been process, not outcome. When I live that mantra, life is alive, full of surprise, and satisfying. What helps me practice acting consciously and mindfully is finding that it is rewarding.

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    On Apr 10, 2020 Jagdish P Dave wrote:
    The ideas of stability and hospitality are very important as we are going through times of uncertainty, fear and anxiety. We all are facing new challenges. How to make our life stable and relate to these challenges without being uprooted is a BIG question for all of us. Ignoring, denying orminimizing is not the answer. Acknowledgingand accepting what is happening is my way of relating to these challenges. I relax my body and mind regularly, practice mindfulness meditation, go with the flow of the reality as it is, and use the free time I have by helping other people in my life. Serving other people selflessly and doing good work creates loving and kind flow of energy in me. I am very grateful to the spiritual teachers in my life for teaching me how to be open , stable, grounded, calm, and compassionte. These precious gifts have helped me when I go through darkness in my life. Daily practice of living consciously and mindfully has made my life stable and hospitable. Non-judgmental lovi... [View Full Comment] The ideas of stability and hospitality are very important as we are going through times of uncertainty, fear and anxiety. We all are facing new challenges. How to make our life stable and relate to these challenges without being uprooted is a BIG question for all of us. Ignoring, denying orminimizing is not the answer. Acknowledgingand accepting what is happening is my way of relating to these challenges. I relax my body and mind regularly, practice mindfulness meditation, go with the flow of the reality as it is, and use the free time I have by helping other people in my life. Serving other people selflessly and doing good work creates loving and kind flow of energy in me.

    I am very grateful to the spiritual teachers in my life for teaching me how to be open , stable, grounded, calm, and compassionte. These precious gifts have helped me when I go through darkness in my life. Daily practice of living consciously and mindfully has made my life stable and hospitable. Non-judgmental loving awreeness of myself and others has become my way of living. It is very fulfilling and gratfying.
    Namstee!
    Jagdish P Dave


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