thank you Troy.I am in the continuing process of knowing that the only enemy i have ever had is the one i see when i kook in a mirror.I believe that is where the battle has to be fought and won.Kinda like what Merton said.Happiness begins where ambition ends.
a wise and wonderful man once told me something i have found to be true .He told me you dont have to feel like doing something to do it. The good feelings come after you do it.Give it a try.