All Comments By Amrin

i learnt this beautifully from my boyfriend, he never considers other human as stranger. For him, everyone is known. He will bluff anyone and make them laugh randomly.

Many times, even today, I feel like it is not my responsibility, and I didn't do it to suffer this. And I realised nobody did. Human consciousness realised the way it did, it did it the best it knew at given point of time, and we ought to do the same. We might not have created the world as it is, but we can make it better.

My experience of the same has been slightly different, when I took time and understood the other and their actions, I realised that there are many people who are ready to threaten the other to get their own benefits met which are meagre in nature. When i understood this, I knew I had to take an action instead of letting this go on. It took me 2-3 years and loss to understand that humans can do that. And it took me long time to see because acting with half knowledge is way more destructing. Understanding before taking actions does cost you in short term, but will benefit in long run.

I have felt this deeply, and that's part of my struggle. When I took drop 5 years back, I did nothing, I was empty, had no inclination for anything or no plan as well, and than my family situations demanded me to take actions, I had clarity like never before, i had no identification as well, it was very profound. Now I am so caught up with my stuffs, my only purpose is to give my parents a simple life, and than get back to nothing and everything :))

For me, constant failures of my plans or not even able to predict the next moment, is always like a reminder, that I ain't the one doing. The more I am connected to reality, the more I am in that State. Whenever I am upset about something, or when I am thinking a lot, I take it as a sign, that I have left being present in the moment. Life really becomes very beautiful when we begin seeing it as something we know nothing about. It has been my favorite experience.