Bless you dear aching soul... I resonate with you just now and have additional rejection and fear Re the possible circuitry and re hashing of never enough. I crave my departed husband, I crave an illusion... I try to accept the fact that I cannot accept, that I am in denial and rejection of reality. I accept the grasping as it tries to protect me from fear ....of aloneness ....of exposure ....of annihilation...of the tearing out of me the one I love' or have attached myself to and identified with.yet in part I know dying to that 'self' is the true road to freedom..... is that just mental Tolle ism..... oh I don't know anymore... I know pain though. X
Namaste ðŸ™
On Oct 20, 2020 Carlyn wrote :
Namaste ðŸ™