Thanks David and I agree with you when you express “being present is the medicine.” My being able to write helps me to be present to my experiences and seems to be medicine for me also. Writing seems to make my unconscious impulses objective and helps me to let go of my suffering and even my bitterness. When I am in union with the present moment it seems to bring the opposites together and it seems to offer this opening. The opening is what allows me to let go of my tormented consciousness and this seems to be the opening to let go of my bitterness.
My faith combined with my bitter faith, and at the same time letting go, creates this opening. It is point I want to feel my bitterness and yet this letting go can draw on a Higher Level of consciousness. My bitter faith and this place to let it go truly is grace within suffering. Grace and suffering combined is difficult to describe. It is just this sharp sense that perhaps grace is enough and is this leap of faith where suffering is raw, creating this opening to let go.
This is all a strange language, letting go at the point of my suffering and bitterness, which creates this opening where faith draws on my hidden depths.
On Sep 24, 2014 Syd wrote :
Thanks David and I agree with you when you express “being present is the medicine.” My being able to write helps me to be present to my experiences and seems to be medicine for me also. Writing seems to make my unconscious impulses objective and helps me to let go of my suffering and even my bitterness. When I am in union with the present moment it seems to bring the opposites together and it seems to offer this opening. The opening is what allows me to let go of my tormented consciousness and this seems to be the opening to let go of my bitterness.
My faith combined with my bitter faith, and at the same time letting go, creates this opening. It is point I want to feel my bitterness and yet this letting go can draw on a Higher Level of consciousness. My bitter faith and this place to let it go truly is grace within suffering. Grace and suffering combined is difficult to describe. It is just this sharp sense that perhaps grace is enough and is this leap of faith where suffering is raw, creating this opening to let go.
This is all a strange language, letting go at the point of my suffering and bitterness, which creates this opening where faith draws on my hidden depths.