On Aug 7, 2018 Ambika wrote:|
Every bit of me would have loved to be just that. I have dreamed of it visualised it but never ever got to being "a roar........throat". Have not even succeeded in being a 'meawo' in a cat's throat. May be my last breath will leave me in a roar......though I have lived a kitty's life I shall die a lion. " In death she was courages" shall read my epitaph.
On Feb 9, 2018 ambika wrote:|
I break my own heart many a time with self defeating thoughts. It heals and mends as fast as I break it when there is a space such as this where I can express myself and not be judged. Bless his space.
On Feb 7, 2018 Ambika wrote:|
It sends my heart quivering when I consult a doctor and he says its related to 'OLD AGE'. So therfore I'm doomed to undergo pain with no relief? So therefore getting me into a painless state is of no significance? If they think I shall suffer- they have got me wrong. I choose to not suffer.. Pain is inevitable. Suffering is optional.